Maybe I should give up.
I'm not talking about life this time.
I'm talking about Ajay. I keep reading chat logs and reminiscing and missing those days SO bad, then I'll whatsapp him and it's so lifeless. I was determined out of all of them, he's the one I could rekindle. But no, I should give up.
It's funny that I have real life friends now, ones I talk face-to-face but I miss these "online" friends more. It's not the same. Maybe it's me and my whole being-more-comfortable-online-thing. But no, I've gotten so much more comfortable in real life now.
I still miss the old times, and I always will, I know that. I just hope there's times ahead that are better than all of this, cos it'd be a shame if this is it; if all the good times are behind me.
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