feeling betrayed..

I don't know why I'm so upset. Well I do. But.

Hm.

Mitch said something..he said we..our year are useless. He aimed it at Priya, then at me.

........

The difference between asian guys and white guys when it comes to sex.

So I was watching The Big Wedding

Funny film but meh ending, didn't quite know what it was trying to do. ANYWAY the doctor dude in it was a virgin, guy on the left. Cute.

And omg realised what an effect being a doctor can have. Always tried to deny it but basically today saw eurgh whats-his-face..begins with an S..danced with P..SANIL. Or something..hmm. Anyway, basically saw him wearing a stethoscope in computer rooms and omg. Cuteeeeeee.

Back to whatever the hell I was saying..

You know what while I'm on this topic. Doctors. So there's two guy. Mitchel (Mitch) and Micky (Mike). I don't know, lame names yeh yeh, I'm trying to be simple. So Mitch is a medic, nice-ish guy. I mean he is nice but..I don't know, I don't like him. Thought he was a potential for a sec, went for a walk with him and discovered well, can't stand him much. Talks too..not too much cos I thought I wanted that in a guy me being quiet and all, but he can be surprisingly boring, bless him. But he's a medic!! Oh and not great looking. Again he's a sweet guy, want to emphasise that. Mike on the other hand is..stereotypically good looking. Not even that. He's a pretty boy, fake. His hair his, just he is. But he is..good looking. I guess. I say begrudgedly.




Okay. Just ponder that for a sec. The whole doctor dilemma.

You know what, lemme just go through what happened. So me and Priya (pretty sure I've used this name before for some other girl.) erm yeh I dragged Priya to the "watering hole" ;) god my codes are so awful.


Aaaaaaand lost train of thought :)

My Theory on Shutter Island - MAJOR SPOILER ALERT

"Which would be worse - to live as a monster? Or to die as a good man?"

Teddy, well, Andrew Laeddis, was in fact Laeddis, there was no conspiracy. That was obvious to me. What was still up for question was did he know it, was he just pretending at the end. This quote makes me think, yes. He did know. He chose to become a "ghost" rather than live, knowing what he had done.

So fucking terrifying.

If I were to go out with someone and it didn't work out, I don't think I could survive it. At all.

I was meant to see Nisha but I hate making her see me like this. She can't understand it at all.

Every time I try to climb out she shoves me back down. Brutally.

I try so hard to be happy but she makes me miserable.

Ultimate Couples

Ross and Rachel
Romeo and Juliet
Antony and Cleopatra
Will and Kate
Edward and Bella
Ron and Hermione
Beauty and the Beast
Aladdin and Jasmine
Cinderella and Prince Charming
Brad and Angelina
Posh and Becks
Barbie and Ken
Fred and Wilma
Danny and Sandy
Walle and Eve
Carl and Ellie
Suriya and Jyothika

Chandler and Joey
Timon and Pumba

P.S. Social media sucks

because I feel like they've stolen my most precious memories.

I mean look at me, I'm talking to myself! And enjoying it.

Although this is my desperately hoping someone would read this. No one will. Deep down I know that.