Kiran you Godsend. Please don't get over me or get bored of me. I need you in my life for a little while longer please. Please stay, you've made me really quite happy.
I met Kiran a month or two ago, and it was just the most exciting fun situation ever. And a huge part of it has sadly come to an end, my fault really, really quite annoyed at myself for it. But he's still around! I need to look at the good things and there are quite a few of them so..yay :)
Kiran kissed me. I went on 5ish dates with Kiran. I'm beginning to wonder if I truly like Kiran or merely the fact that he's a boy and he likes me, and it's lovely. No, surely not. I'm pretty sure I genuinely like Kiran, heck even typing that I was smiling because when I think about him it makes me smile.
I so desperately don't want him to get bored of me. This fear has spouted from me having a mediocre date with him on Friday. I say mediocre but it was still pretty fun, I was just having a low day and..I really don't want my indecisiveness about things etc. to get in the way, and him to stop liking me because of these stupid things. I hope he won't, I don't think he will.
I also miss my job, so badly, and him. I really hope it all comes back, please God please.
For now, that's all. Signing out, happy-ish Kira.
P.S. I also need to become more practical and sort out life matters, hopefully I'll do that soon too. And also 'the amazing thing' happened, so life is pretty amazing right now. Things will forever be awesome.
Do need to change certain things about me though..but to be dealt with in due course!
Peace out.
